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d00dles4scienceIncredibly Powerful and TouchingIt is so important to shine a light on these kinds of heartbreaking issues that continue to happen. This podcast is another brave step forward towards our deep, shared, and beautiful humanity. Every living being is equally deserving of love and acceptance! Much love and peace to Alanna and Simon and their loved ones. Alanna will always be a saint to me. Simon, your vulnerability combined with amazing journalism brought me to tears listening to this. I am so incredibly grateful. Please listen to this story, I highly recommend it 🌈 💖Love is love 💖
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Jason.QuisenberryFuture Chaplain’s gratitudeAs a gay seminary student planning to be a chaplain, this podcast ripped me apart. Being gay, I and always have always believed in the love of the Creator for all of us, no matter who we are or what we believe, uncertain not because of who we love. We are here to embrace one another’s differences and acknowledge them gracefully. Grateful cannot state how I feel about this podcast. To Joyce and the Chen family: My heart is with you now and always. Simon: you mentioned feeling abandoned by God in part 8…I hope you’ll remember that when we suffer, we are never alone. My biggest reminder of that is Mary of Nazareth and the immense pain she felt watching her son brutally be murdered in front of her own eyes. She was not alone. None of them were abandoned, and neither are we in these moments of despair. We are so loved and we are doing God’s work by being who we are and being openly proud of being gay. God wants every creation to be fully alive and in order to do that we have to be ourselves and embrace what God made us. Plus, Jesus and his earthly ministry centered on those who have their backs against the wall and are marginalized and that includes all LGBTQ plus people. You are so loved! I send my love to you now and alway as well. Peace to you all.
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BAEH008Great!Glad you took the time to tell her story and your own. God loves ALL
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banks manrd dwanChanging the ScriptThank you for such a beautiful podcast that changed Alana’s script to one of love and acceptance.
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Dosgergirl03WonderfulOne of the best I have heard to date. I love Tenderfoot and this story really was heart wrenching and hit my soul. Especially as being catholic myself. Would recommend to everyone to listen.
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Independent hair stylistWonderfully told.Alana’s story is heartbreaking & beautiful. For anyone who remembers being a young person or needs to be reminded of the struggles that young people go through, this is a story You should listen t. Not only is it beautifully told, but it’s a human story and a strong reminder for us all to be kind to others as you never know the struggles they’re going through.
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La805DivaHeart wrenching and great insightI wasn’t sure about this podcast when I first read the description. Religions have always fascinated me and my own beliefs about God have never been as direct as the Bible states, listening I realize there are so many of us that are on that path! Thank you, Alana for being so brave and caring! Thank you to Alan’s family for opening the doors and allowing this intimate part of your selves be shared with the world. Please listen to Alana’s story and share it with someone who needs to hear that they aren’t alone!
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nat_pizzaA hauntingly beautiful thank you letterWhile I don’t often leave written reviews on podcast, I’m an avid listener of the format. Dear Alana was an extremely difficult listen while also being an immensely important must listen. Simon and his team took delicate care to share Alana’s highly complicated, yet too short, life. And ultimately this is also an unpacking of Simon’s life and identity as much as it is about Alana. I ended up sobbing the last 20 mins of episode 8. Thank you for sharing this with the world. Thank you thank you thank you.
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GRE studyBeautifulHeart wrenching and beautiful. One of the most emotional listens I’ve ever had with a podcast. Thank you all for telling Alana’s story.
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Grown townCourageous and HealingI just finished the series and am writing through tears. I have been a passionate LGBTQ+ ally most of my life, helping my closest friends through their journey of coming out amidst religious environments so I know this heartache intimately. This story is as beautiful as it is heart wrenching. The courage it took for the creator to share his story and embark on this journey, the courage and grace Alana lived with, and the courage of her family and friends to open their hearts and allow her story to be shared is remarkable. I am hopeful that Alana’s story and the work of this podcast will be a force for positive change. Enough people have suffered. My heart goes out to you all and I hope you can find more peace each day. Thank you for making this and authentically sharing this healing journey. 💗❤️
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AlqualenPowerfulThis was such a good podcast. So thoughtful, and written in conjunction with the family, which is so important and so many podcasts ignore. I love he introspective he was and how Alana really helped him learn about himself as well. Truly a 10/10.
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jenjenrnrnUnmatched production quality and will not shake this story for a long time.So thoughtful. So well handled. I’m in awe. Raised Catholic. Did not see it as toxic but it definitely shaped me and deconstructed several years ago. I want justice. I want accountability. These priests and nuns needs to be held ACCOUNTABLE!!! This should never happen in 2024. They have blood on their hands.
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Forget about privacy!Brought me to tearsSo well done. And so sad so many people have had to suffer so deeply believing they need to change who they are.
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Rhett's MommaHeartbreakingly beautifulThere aren’t appropriate words to describe how beautiful this podcast is in the most heartbreaking way. The raw honesty and vulnerability from Simon as he told Alana’s story was so genuine. As someone who loves God so much but is very much against organized religion, the religious trauma is palpable and devastating. God doesn’t dessert people. His most pious followers who claim to represent Him do. And I’m so sorry to you both for that. I desperately want to hug all of your pain away.
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WISnowmobileNicely ToldNicely told story. Could not wait for the next episode.
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MegchopsA beautifully told storyWow. This story was told with grace while still bringing into question the catholic church’s methods. Thank you for sharing her story.
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MolaineWowWhat a profound podcast that everybody needs to listen to! I couldn’t stop once I started! Alana your memory lives on in all of us!
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Yogamama789Powerful…needs to be heard by every church leaderSimon does an incredible job connecting with not just Alana but with his listeners. We need stories like this to be amplified to every church in America. Thank you Simon and team for this show and bringing this topic of extreme religious conservatism that has no place in the true beliefs of Catholicism and Christianity.
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Pam Pam ChapBeautifully Done & BingeworthyListened to all 8 episodes while hiking. This series was very well done. The cadence of the story telling was perfect, the host’s voice was easy to listen to, and the emotion was genuine. Definitely recommend
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BlackWidowww85Beautifully Done 🤍I really don’t have the words to express my feelings about this podcast. I’m not usually speechless! It’s beautiful. It’s heart wrenching. It’s peaceful. It’s magical. So respectfully done. Thank you for bringing Alana’s story to light. Thank you for being brave and vulnerable enough to share your own story. Not only do I relate to you and Alana but I’m grateful for the healing connection I found by listening. Thank you for this gift. 🤍🤍🤍
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Sgotter217Sorrowfully beautifulThis podcast was so compelling from so many angles. It is wonderful that it’s told from a Catholic perspective. All around beautiful and respectful. The writing, the story, the message. I would recommend this to anyone from a teen and above. Incredible.
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tgauglerVery Emotional!What an eye opener! I cried many year listening to this. Very well told.
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Chefchik8Not my thingFor some reason this was categorized with true crime. I never would’ve listened to a religious based podcast that includes suicide and LGBTQ. Just nothing that interests me in any level.
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chaposuxxxevildress it up however you like, you’re still exploiting someone’s memory for profit.
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MiddleSister68Hard Story, Told with ReverenceAs a Catholic, this series was very difficult to get through. The behaviors of certain clergy were deplorable and ongoing, damaging a fragile and impressionable young woman. Alana was so worthy and beautiful , yet completely unaware of how much she was cherished. Despite her family’s consistent efforts to preserve her, the outcome was not positive. Bless Alana. Bless the narrator, Simon, who shares his similar struggles and shares Alana’s story was tenderness and empathy. Simon, if you are reading this, you are worthy!
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BeeSnacksWhat makes us humanThis is an incredible piece of reporting, self-examination, and ultimately I believe, a reminder that story telling is a act of communication with the divine in all of us. From a queer Jew, thank you.
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Apchicago7Wow heartbreaking but beautiful tributeThis podcast was really meaningful. I was a very faithful Catholic but had my heart broken by Church doctrine and trad Catholic friends and family. I am no longer Catholic but this was so relatable and my heart goes out to Alana’s family and her best friend Joy. What a lovely life gone too soon.
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KaityydidBeautifully doneThis is a heartbreaking, beautiful, and empowering story.
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Esteban.ArroyoAmazingA tender touch to such a sensitive story. Amazing work!
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AhmberrWow. What a story.This is such an impactful listen. This one made me tear a few times.
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Anna Star StormTruly heartbreaking but beautifully toldI never write reviews but this podcast was different. Alana’s story is wonderfully captured in this podcast. Alana’s life reminds us of how delicate life is and how vital it is to accept and love each other. Rest forever in peace Alana ❤️
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Sj7575Amazing and heartbreaking.This podcast should be required listening. I am grateful to have met Alana and her family, Simon and his. What a heartbreaking story. Alana was a special and talented person. Her memory is a blessing and a guiding light for so many. A true saint, for sure. Thank you for sharing.
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stephkaneenHope and HealingAs someone who works in Suicide Prevention, this podcast ,was exactly what we needed to hear represented on media. Simon did a phenomenal job reporting and also sharing his own story alongside. A journey of hope and healing through loss, trials, queerness and acceptance.
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HhahhhhhSo raw and beautifulI have a close friend who just shared his own experience of “coming out” to his family, many years ago . I was shocked and saddened on his behalf and wanted nothing more than to hold him and tell him how perfect he is. Simon, through his incredible empathy, brought Alana’s struggles alive with such vivid emotions that I felt the same way for her (and him) as I did for my friend. His explanations of conversion therapy were detailed enough that I was able to understand the “allure” of wanting to go through the process, all the while knowing how awful it is. Bravo to Simon, Joyce, Joy and all who participated in this love letter to Alana. I truly appreciate your honesty and bravery ❤️
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DAnne-GirlTHANK YOU!Thank you Joyce for the courage to share Alana’s journey in this life; the trials and tribulations, the joys, the beauty. Simon Kent Fung, thank you for being vulnerable in sharing your own story. Simon, your tender approach and bond with Joyce is palpable; kindred spirits sharing the journey. I listened to all the episodes over the holiday break. I was quickly drawn in as you put together so many pieces for Alana’s journey, your own, and many of ours. I could relate on many counts (religion, mental health, suicide). My heart was breaking all the while that our youth is so many times taken for granted, abused, and at risk. The mental health aspect that arose in the midst of healthy normal development and a desire for acceptance speaks to all of us. My sister left this world too early. Joyce, keep up the very important work of awakening others to the horrors that come into our homes in spite of all that we do well. Community and family are so very undervalued. My heart aches for your family and though I know life will never be the same with the loss of Alana, she lives forever in your broken heart…you keep showing up, and learn to dance again, though it be differently. Love and hugs, Debra (mother, grandmother)
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Lt0093Dear Alana, Thank YouIn this podcast, Simon expertly interweaves respectful and sensitive reporting with vulnerable personal narrative. As a lesbian Christian, I connected to it so deeply. I miss Alana without ever having met her, because her loved ones shared about her with both tenderness and honesty. Thank you, truly, to everyone involved in crafting this story. I walked away feeling the sacredness and fragility of life so keenly. Listening to this taught me that art can be a kind of prayer.
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admiral livHeartbreakingAs a queer woman who struggled immensely with her faith this podcast blew me away. I felt so connected to Alana and Simon. Thank you so much for this, it was very healing.
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Pezrock8Follow youFantastic story of self reckoning and preservation of one’s self. Extremely well told and heartfelt. I will definitely follow you.
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k_dizzy1206speechlessI have never been so deeply moved by a podcast before. Thank you for sharing Alana’s story Simon, and also sharing your own. Your vulnerability and respect are admirable. Thank you for such a beautiful podcast.
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runlong77Heartfelt and honestThis podcast is sensitive and raw, heartfelt and heartbreaking. Many thanks to the person who wrote it and had the humility and love to share it with the world. Likewise to Alana’s family and friends. You are contributing to great healing that is much needed in our world.
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Clou75Beautiful podcastI don’t usually write reviews, but this podcast was truly beautiful. It was so well done and the parallels between Simon and Alana and his own vulnerability to share his own story was what made this podcast so powerful. Alana’s story is such an important one to share and I feel grateful to her and her family for allowing for her story to be told.
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nursepeelerRespect and dignityThank you for sharing Alana’s story with such care and respect, and sharing your own story in parallel. Many podcasts fail to present the level of compassion you offered.
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MR MEANYHEADWowWhat a touching a beautiful way to tell this story. The hosts final line of the podcast was heartbreaking but so perfect ❤️
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RozhindoDeeply touched by the storyI shed tears multiple times while listening to this podcast. I experienced a range of emotions—sorrow, anger, tenderness. Simon, as the host, displayed incredible vulnerability, beautifully interweaving his own story with Alana's. I will always remember Alana and wish peace for her family, mourning the loss of this ray of sunshine. I hope this podcast contributes to raising awareness about religious trauma, ensuring that young people like Alana can be saved before it's too late.
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MaydaFarmMost touching, genuine and healingLike so many here I don’t usually write reviews. But this podcast is the best I have ever heard. Thank you Simon, for this deeply respectful reporting of Alana’s story and struggles while sharing your own too. I wish all the best to you and to Alana’s family. The last episode brought me to tears, I’m deeply touched.
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ZooeyBCAmazingThank Simon, for sharing your journey and telling this very important story. You honored Alana in an incredibly loving and thoughtful way.
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cerwilly5 starsbeautiful storytelling, loved it
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CBR8512Beautiful podcastThis is an excellent, honest, deep-diving podcast on a painful subject. I appreciate the host’s bravery in sharing his own experiences, and he does a beautiful job illuminating the commonalties with his life and the life of the subject. Thank you for all your hard work putting this together and sharing it.
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EstrellaEI don’t usually write reviewsThis podcast was hauntingly beautiful and so well done. The angle you took was extremely sensitive and sweet. I believe it really honored Alana’s life. Her story will stick with me for a long time.
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Lex850677WowThank you Simon. What a beautiful impactful story about Alana.
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